🌕 The Last Post of 2025: A Reflector Closing a Seven-Year Cycle
Ending a long chapter of emotional shifts, learning to honor my energy, and becoming myself again.
There’s something about December that always makes me pause.
It wasn’t always a difficult month — I once loved the holidays, the warmth, the joy.
But over the years, December slowly became a mirror,
reflecting endings, transitions, and emotional echoes
I didn’t yet have the language for.
As a Reflector, I absorbed everything —
every shift, every projection, every silence, every change.
And as the years passed, this month began to hold the weight
of a seven-year cycle that reshaped me from the inside out.
But this December feels different.
Softer.
Clearer.
Like the closing of a long chapter,
and the first breath of the woman I am becoming.
This is the reflection I want to end the year with.
🌙 1. December Wasn’t Always Heavy for Me
I used to look forward to the holidays — the lights, the warmth, the feeling of magic in the air.
But as life reshaped itself through unexpected transitions, endings, and quiet emotional storms, December slowly became a month filled with deeper echoes.
For seven years, it carried weight I didn’t know how to name.
And during those years, I couldn’t recognize myself.
🔮 2. Seven Years of Becoming Unrecognizable
As a Reflector, I absorb everything — emotions, expectations, projections, environments.
During those seven years, I took in too much that wasn’t mine:
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responsibilities
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emotional storms
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losses
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quiet hurts
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loved ones choosing their own paths
I mirrored what surrounded me until the woman reflected back felt unfamiliar.
🌬️ 3. Entering the Eighth Year — And Finally Breathing Again
Something shifted this year.
The seven-year cycle is over.
And stepping into the eighth year feels like my system is finally exhaling.
2025 became the year of becoming,
not returning to the old me,
but rising into the version who was hidden underneath all the layers I carried.
🕯️ 4. Learning to Honor My Reflector Design
This year, I learned to:
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say no
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hold boundaries
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protect my sensitivity
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stop overgiving
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release one-sided connections
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respect my own rhythm
And something else:
I accepted that loved ones choosing their own path doesn’t mean I have failed.
It means I am free to walk mine too.
Human Design taught me this simple truth:
People project what they cannot hold in themselves.
Reflectors do not have to carry it.
So I stopped absorbing what wasn’t mine.
I mirror consciously now — not out of coldness,
but out of self-respect.
✨ 5. Recognizing Myself Again
Slowly, softly, gently —
I came back to myself.
2025 is the first year in a long time where I felt:
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calm
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grounded
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emotionally clear
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aligned with my energy
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no longer shaped by survival
December feels different this time.
Not heavy.
Not overwhelming.
Just honest.
🔥 6. Creation Became My Turning Point
My healing didn’t come from people —
it came from creation.
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My first Danish book in 2020 opened the door
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Two English books in 2024 expanded it
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And in 2025, everything opened
This year I:
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wrote three more books
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launched my YouTube channel
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built the Reflector Compass
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strengthened my SoMe rhythm
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and laid foundations for my 2026 creations
(audio, more books, deeper clarity)
For the first time, I don’t feel alone in my own company.
My creations walk with me.
They mirror my becoming.
They give shape to my healing.
🌟 Closing — A Soft Ending to a Long Cycle
2025 wasn’t easy,
but it was the most truthful year I’ve lived.
This is my last post of the year:
a soft ceremony for the seven-year cycle now ending
and a quiet gratitude for the woman I am becoming.
I’m entering 2026 with peace, clarity, and boundaries —
and for the first time in seven years,
that feels like enough.
What cycle did you close in 2025?
What part of yourself are you beginning to recognize again?
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🌕 Until next time —
🕯️ With gentleness,
~ HingsLotus 🌸
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