Philomena Petersen aka HingsLotus

Introduction: Hello, dear readers! It's been a few days since I last shared my thoughts with you. Life has been quite a journey lately, filled with experiences that have both challenged and shaped me. I find myself in a unique position as a reflector, acting as a mirror for the energy that comes my way. Love begets love, while negativity finds its own reflection. In essence, my responses to others are often a reflection of their own energy, rather than my own. Living in the Grey Zone: Currently, I find myself residing in what feels like a grey zone. It's a space where I strive to protect myself and navigate the trials of life without allowing negative influences to derail me. The system we live in sometimes pulls us down, and the world's darkness thrives on the low vibrations that arise when life knocks us off balance. The truth is, this world can be incredibly challenging, as it tends to shy away from plain truths. It prefers to keep us in the dark, rendering us unable ...

Introduction: Greetings, everyone! In today's blog post, I want to share a personal reflection on how external influences shape our reactions and how self-reflection can help us navigate through challenging times. Through a recent conversation with a long-lost friend, I gained valuable insights into my own journey and discovered that many people around me are facing similar struggles in different circumstances. This realization made me understand the significance of collective experiences and the importance of seeking support during difficult times. Feeling Overwhelmed and Seeking Support : At present, I find myself in a situation where I require financial assistance but feel unsure about how to improve my circumstances. It seems like I'm submerged, struggling to catch my breath, while the weight of my problems keeps pushing me down. Despite this overwhelming feeling, there is a sense of calmness within me that surprises me. However, navigating through these challenging circ...

 Understanding Burnout and the Importance of Self-Care Introduktion: Having burnouts in life sucks. The feeling of wanting to do something and be of use, but the body keeps being fragile and in need of self-care. For the first time in my life, I've been feeling so down and actually don't know how to get up by myself. So what do I do? Discussing the challenges of burnout and the desire for self-care. Exploring the impact of burnout on mental and physical well-being. Sharing personal experiences and reflections on feeling overwhelmed by life's challenges. Highlighting the importance of self-care and seeking support during times of burnout. Concluding thoughts on the significance of recognizing and addressing burnout, as well as the importance of prioritizing self-care to promote well-being. Embracing Inner Growth and Letting Go of External Expectations Feeling overwhelmed by the never-ending challenges life throws at us can be exhausting. How much can a human take...

Introduction: Greetings! Today is a special day for me—it's my birthday. As I reflect upon my life, I realize that for the past 46 years, I have been living in a constant state of survival. The challenges and adversities I have faced have shaped me into the person I am today. Join me as I delve into the journey of survival and growth that has defined my existence. The Beginning: My journey of survival began the moment I was born. I emerged into this world with a strong desire to survive and fulfill my purpose. It wasn't an easy start, as I was resuscitated by doctors at birth. Additionally, being born into a family tainted with evilness exposed me to the harsh realities of being a victim in the world we live in. However, deep within my soul, I possessed an addiction—an addiction to goodness, honesty, and authenticity. Facing Adversities: Throughout my life, I encountered numerous incidents that tested my spirit and pushed me further away from my true self. Deceitfulness, ...

Introduction: In life, there are moments that make us feel special and validate our inherent uniqueness. Recently, I had a conversation with someone who confirmed my abilities and made me feel truly special. While I had always seen myself as different, this affirmation from someone who didn't know me deeply touched my soul. It reignited a spark of hope that had been dimmed for a while, reminding me to find my place in this world and thrive while staying true to myself. Discovering My Abilities: Looking back, I realized that my journey of self-discovery started twenty years ago, but only three years ago, got more fully aware 8  consciousness, when I obtained my coaching diploma. At that time, I didn't fully grasp my own abilities. I pursued coaching not to guide others, but to enhance my own self-awareness and improve my communication skills. However, my mentor couldn't provide the answers I sought during a turbulent period in my life after a challenging divorce. I felt f...